Warning: s****l Content
Sean’s POV
I was spending most of my time with Ryan while I was here. He was a calm Alpha and very observant of his members. When in a conversation with someone he gave his full attention to that person. So many of the other Alphas would be watching their people and talking to you at the same time.
I felt like Ryan didn’t have a temper at first. Or at least I didn’t see it until he saw a pack member bullying a she-wolf who was crying and not fighting back. I watched as Ryan stepped in between the interaction and shielded the she-wolf.
“Why are you harassing her?” Ryan asked.
I stood close by watching what was going on. I was interested to see how his pack members treated and respected him. Though this guy that was being a d**k had a death wish I think.
“She’s none of your concern Alpha,” the pack member snapped angrily.
“Every member of my pack is my concern along with you being a d**k to them. What’s going on here?” Ryan thundered out at the guy as he grabbed ahold of his neck and got in his face.
The pack member immediately looked down in submission and struggled to say, “She was talking to another warrior. She’s my unclaimed mate.”
“She’s allowed to talk with other people. You’re not supposed to treat your mate like s**t, you’re supposed to respect them,” he growled while squeezing the guy's neck a little more for dramatic effect.
“Yes Alpha,” he croaked.
“I think you need to go for a walk and think about your stupid decisions,” Ryan told him as he let go of him.
“Yes Sir,” he answered and walked away towards the woods.
Ryan watched him for a moment before turning around to the she-wolf who was wiping her face free of tears. She looked up at Ryan and smiled softly while sniffing.
“Thank you, Alpha.”
“You’re welcome. Has he always been like that to you?” Ryan asked her.
“No. It just happened today.”
“Alright. If it happens again, come find me. No one should be treated like that.”
“Yes sir,” she said, bowing her head and turning to walk away.
Here I thought Ryan was a goodie two shoes. I was wrong. He’s so not. This was the first time I had seen his anger. He didn’t use it in training as I did. He hides his anger and mean side really well. Maybe I can do this with my anger too.
I spent the rest of my final day here at Gray Moon with Ryan in his office. I worked on my blog entries and sent out invites to werewolves that I knew so they could subscribe. I quickly gained a following here in the US and released my Hunter’s Moon Blog. Comments and money started rolling in within minutes. This was a great idea and I have Jack to thank for it.
I talked to Ryan about me doing a second blog to target humans. It would talk about the companies that the Alphas had to help gain revenue for the other packs. He said that was a smart way to help further alliances and revenue for our supernatural world. We quickly got it set up and I started writing about Cameron’s construction company, BJ’s construction company and Ivan’s Hotels. Later on, I would write about Jack’s newspaper and magazine company. I wouldn’t have anything to write about with Ryan since he worked for Google.
When it was time for dinner, I was looking forward to seeing what they had tonight for my last meal here. We sat there talking about the other Alphas I hadn’t met yet as dinner was served. I looked at the burger that was placed in front of me thinking it was a little different.
“That’s a pastrami burger,” Ryan explains.
“Jamie would throw a fit if she knew y’all did this to her favorite food.”
He laughed at me before he started eating. I picked up the burger and took a bite and considered that this might be the best burger I had eaten in a while.
“Maybe not. This is pretty good,” I said as I finished my first bite.
As we ate I saw the warrior female, Aponi, from the training field. I had seen her a lot during my time here. She was really pretty and I had flirted a little here and there with her. I thought about making a move but I wasn’t very smooth when it came to females I didn’t know.
We all finished dinner and made our way to our rooms for the night. I took a shower and packed my stuff so I was ready to go first thing in the morning. As I packed there was a knock at my door. I stopped putting clothes back in my bag and walked over to the door. I opened it up and found Aponi standing there smiling at me. What was she doing here?
“Hey, Aponi. What’s up?” I asked.
“I wanted to come to see you before you left in the morning,” she said happily.
“Oh. I’m currently packing my stuff up. You can come on in,” I said as I stepped away from the door and back over to my bag.
She stepped into the room after me and closed the door. I finished packing my stuff while she sat on the bed in the room. When I was done I sat close to her so we could talk.
“Where will you go after this?” Aponi asked.
“I’m headed to Silver Moon next.”
“Any thoughts as to where you will start your pack?”
“Maybe Oklahoma, Kansas or Nebraska. I’m not sure yet. It depends on what falls into place.”
“Will you ever come back here?” she asked with big puppy dog eyes.
“I might,” I said with a shrug.
“That’s a lot of unknown answers for an Alpha,” she teased.
“Well, the future is unknown. How can I answer the things that I don't know will happen yet?”
“I guess you have a point. Can I ask you something?”
“Sure, what’s up?” I asked in return.
“Can I join your pack when you get established?”
“Of course.”
She placed a hand on my thigh right on top of my shorts and asked, “even if something more than just talking happens here tonight?”
“Yeah,” I said with a shaky breath.
I won't deny the fact that I wanted her and I could tell she wanted me too. I hadn’t found my mate so what was the harm in having some fun? Who knows how long it will take me to find my mate anyway.
I leaned in and kissed her lips gently. She kissed me back and opened her mouth for me to explore and taste her. I dipped my tongue into her mouth and instantly tasted the sweetness of the dinner we had eaten. Her tongue never brushed against mine or explored my mouth. I continued to kiss her until our breathing was heavy and finally backed out of it.
We moved from the bed to stand next to it. I wasn't wearing a shirt so her hands were already running all over my chest and shoulders. I stripped her shirt from her and then her bra. She was thin and elegant looking with her soft dark brown skin. I was almost afraid that I would break her if I was too rough.
When we were fully unclothed I laid her down on the and grabbed a condom out of my bag. If there was one thing I knew it’s that I wouldn't get her pregnant because I wasn’t ready for a pup, and that was to only happen with my mate in the future.
I joined Aponi on the bed, lying next to her on my side and went back to kissing her lips. As I held the side of her face, I could smell her arousal and it was strong. I let my hand wander from her face down to her chest where I groped her breast and pinched her n****e. She gasped as she laid there and let me have control. I dipped my hand lower to travel over her flat belly and moved towards her slit. I massaged her as she lightly moaned against my mouth.
I was slightly disappointed that she wasn’t letting her hands travel over my body or stroke my shaft. Other she-wolves in the past had at least touched me. I brushed it off and dipped my finger into her slit. I could tell she wasn’t a virgin and this would be a simple exchange that shouldn’t leave me feeling bad about the decision to have s*x with her.
I sat up on the bed and put the condom on my fully erect shaft then went back to playing with her slit. She laid there and moaned but didn’t move at all. I found that odd. Any other girl would wiggle around, buck their hips or let their hands roam over me.
I didn’t waste time and lined my shaft up to enter her. I slowly pushed into her and felt how tight she was and she gasped in pleasure with the feel of my inside her. I slowly moved my hips to let her get used to the intrusion of my shaft. Once she was accustomed to it I started to thrust in and out of her smoothly and quickly.
Aponi laid there while looking up at me and moaned while I worked us closer to release. She wasn’t reacting to me very well and this wasn’t fulfilling in the slightest for me. I shook it off and drove forward into her. I kept thrusting to try and find release. I could hear her cries of ecstasy as I closed my eyes and kept thrusting.
Suddenly, I felt her walls close in on my shaft and I kept thrusting in and out of her. She climaxed and shuddered under me as I kept searching for my release. It was nowhere in sight though. I drove into her with two desperate powerful thrusts before pulling out. I hadn’t found any satisfaction or release here and it made me wonder if I had done the right thing or not.
She laid there in bliss, breathing heavily as I rolled off of her and went to the bathroom in the room I was staying in. I pulled my condom from me and threw it away before getting a washcloth out to clean her up. I went back to the room and cleaned her up then returned to the bathroom and cleaned myself up.
I went back to the room and pulled my boxers on then crawled into bed next to her. I held her close as I felt like an ass for what just happened here. I needed to call Meredith in the morning. I needed to vent.
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I woke up alone in my bed the next morning and breathed a sigh of relief. I got up and got dressed before I went down to breakfast. I ate with Ryan, Hugh and Ryan’s parents before loading my things up in my car. They said farewell to me as I got in and started off for the next pack.
I had been at this pack for a total of six days and learned about their traditions and culture. The cultures here at the Gray Moon Pack were cowboy culture, Mexican and Pueblo Native American all mixed together. I thought that was pretty cool that when a wolf turns eighteen, the pack gathers and shifts together to run through Yellowstone. One cool thing was watching Ryan and Brian both let their Lycans out to train. I’ve never seen so much power be thrown around until I watched that. It was insane.
As I drove I texted Alpha Samuel that I was headed that way and he said he was looking forward to meeting me. I took this time to call Meredith. I needed advice and to vent about last night.
She picked up on the fourth ring, “Hey Sean!”
“Hey Meredith, I think I messed up.”
“What do you mean?”
“I slept with a pack member at Gray Moon and she’s not my mate.”
“Well, I know it’s not your first time having relations, so what’s the issue?”
"I feel bad about it. I know there’s someone out there for me but yet I did this. Besides, it wasn't satisfying at all.”
"Don’t feel bad. Most males don’t wait and more than half of the she-wolves don’t even wait anymore. You will be fine as long as you don’t become a man w***e or stick your thing in crazy like Duncan is always warning you about.”
“My thing? And relations? You're with the pups aren’t you?” “Yes. Would you like me to put you on speakerphone?”
“Please!”
“Alright, everyone is listening.” “
Hey, guys!”
“Uncle Sean!” I heard James and Alison scream.
“Are y’all behaving for mom?”
“Yes,” Alsion said.
“I had no doubts about you, little bug. Though James is awfully quiet.”
“I might have misbehaved a little,” he said.
“A little? When it comes to you, a little means a lot.”
“Ok. You got me,” he said while giggling.
I laughed at his answer. He was a smart kid and a little s**t most of the time.
“Where are you headed to now?” Meredith asked.
“To the Silver Moon Pack.”
“Ah. I don’t really know Samual too well.”
“It’s ok. I’ll learn who he is.”
“Alright. Stay safe, please.”
“I will. I love y’all.”
“We love you,” everyone said on the other end of the phone before I hung up.
I brought my texts up from Jamie and messaged her. I needed to know what she knew about the pack and the new Alpha.
“I’m headed to Silver Moon. What do you know about Samuel and his pack?”
“Samuel is, I think, a year older than me and just took over his pack like Ryan. I know he doesn’t have a Luna yet and I have no idea about any pack issues he has currently.”
“Alright, thanks.”
“No problem. How did things go there?”
“They were fine. Relaxing honestly and I got help setting up a travelers blog for werewolves to read.”
“I saw that and I subscribed. I’ll happily pay you for your knowledge and thoughts. Not to mention I get to live vicariously through you.”
“Lol, that's fair.”
I kept driving to the new pack wondering what I would find there. What knowledge would I gain? What would this pack be like?