Lara's P.O.V
When I finally opened my eyes, that pain I had been feeling before I blacked out was still there... I was still shaking and sweating. I knew this feeling all too well. I needed my next fix and I couldn't understand any of it. I was doing fine, wasn't I? I craved the taste that I got in my mouth every time they shot me up with it.
It's a taste I couldn't explain, but it felt like it was clawing its way up my throat, making me crave it even more. I needed that type of bliss it once gave me... Kelly was there by my side and I realized that my hands were tied to the bed... This was wrong, so f*****g wrong. How could I have fallen into this state when I was getting better?
Tears fell from my eyes as I looked at Kelly. I didn't want this... This was never my choice. I couldn't he
