Lara's P.O.V Kelly helped me look a bit pretty. I didn't want to scare my poor boy. Coming to the nut house was enough, me looking like a nut job would leave him scared and I didn't want it. I wanted him to feel like he could visit whenever he wanted to. I was so nervous about seeing him it kind of felt like I was getting ready for a date. A date with a guy that I had the hearts for and maybe that was true. He held my heart more than anyone. Kelly tied my hair above my head and applied some of her gloss to my lips, then left soon after to get my mother and Riley... I paced the small distance in my room, wringing my fingers over and over. I think I was afraid that he would freak out and my mother would have to take him home before I even had the chance to see him. Not that he was the kin

