Sapphire In life, there should be ups and downs. The ups were those times when everything seemed to be fine, when there seemed to be no problems, sorrow and pain, when everyone was happy. Downs were when those times that you felt so weak, uninspired, stressed, tired, and even worse, depressed. These were the times when you were losing hope and faith, believing that there would be no more ways, solutions, or miracle. In these times, we believed that it was impossible to get up and start over again because we lose strength. If my life was the subject, I had been through more downs than the ups. I have been through more pain and sorrow than happiness and joy, especially when I lost my mother. My life wasn’t nourished and I wasn’t satisfied until now.