>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Patrice P.O.V. "I never want another matebond ever." I murmured to myself as I downed a glass of vodka. I winced slightly as it burnt its way down my throat. I shouldn't be drinking. I know I shouldn't be drinking. I don't even have the head for alcohol, but I just want to try and forget about how bad my heart hurts. Still...the alcohol didn't completely alleviate my pain. A fate mate that hates me and loves to torture me. A family that hates me but loves to use me when it benefits them. How had my life gotten so messed up? Why can't I find the courage to tell them to kiss my ass and go to hell? I remember the day my life went to hell in a hand basket. It was on my 10th birthday when I failed to shift. My family and m

