"You'll like the house Amanda and I have found. It's not that big but you'll be comfortable. It's just a ride to Divisoria," Lily continued to speak even though I was looking at the window of the taxi we were riding. I looked at the road. Taking the risk that I might see Manang Myrna. I was wondering which building she took me to before. I'm sure it belongs to her boss. I tried to remember last night but I can't really remember anything. Even the street nearby. Why didn't I even look at every street we passed before. I sniffed and wiped away a tear. I try not to cry but it really hurts. I want to see my son. Lily put her arms around me. "Be strong, okay? Always pray." I hope the pain will go away with just one prayer, but it won't. For the rest of my life I will carry the pain in