I decided to just spend some time at the park near the condo, so that I could at least escape and temporarily forget the things that are currently bothering my mind. I watched the children playing happily. Families happily talking and eating. Happy and complete family. That's my only dream, but it looks like it won't be coming true. Maybe I'll be married after ten years, have children and have a family, but it will never be complete. I won't be much happy, because I won't be able to have my first child. I just wish that Manang Myrna and his father will take good care of him. If only I had known that I would end up like this now, I hope I would not have been so hasty in making a decision, especially with the agreement. I wish I hadn't asked for those things. I wish I knew him, so that