Yura Pov Shame was a terrible thing to feel. But it is not as bad as feeling numb. Feeling nothing at all. That feeling of emptiness was overwhelming. It brought about thoughts which I didn’t want… at first. Until I saw my sister’s messages. I have been opening them at five minutes intervals just like she said before she left the house. She didn’t want to leave me to myself. She had the right idea. Then I saw her message of how she had challenged Casey and won. Even managed to cut her hair. She was going to be in trouble because of that. She was going to be in trouble because of me. Haven’t she and my father suffered enough because of me? From the r**e videos to always being at odds with the rest of the pack, all because they tried to protect me. Am I not tired of always