Joanna What was I thinking? Why was I encouraging him? He's the one who walked away earlier. I was perfectly fine dancing with josh, no dave, no wait...you know what? Nevermind. The point is, I was having fun. I was letting loose for the first time in a long time and it felt freeing. It felt amazing, it made me feel alive. A bit tipsy? Yes but alive. He was still wearing the same clothes as earlier. His jeans that fit him oh so perfectly, his shirt seemed like second skin, and his boots on his feet. I knew the minute he stepped into the bar. I could feel it. The energy shift. The darkness that hid behind his eyes but the fierce, protectiveness that was bubbling up under the skin. I wasn't expecting him to show up he

