Joanna He carried me up the stairs and hesitated for a bit deciding which room to take us to when he decided that mine would probably be best. His lips left love bites all over my neck and shoulders with every step he took. I couldn't believe this was happening. I had fantasized about the first time i would have s*x after my divorce and for some reason i cant imagine it being anyone but Axel. The chemistry I feel with him. The emotions we pull out of each other, the way his hands hold me like I'm his reason for breathing. The way he harbors his past and his haunting history but still finds ways to give me snippets of him, finds ways to give me parts of him he wouldn't normally give anyone else. Parts of him he hasn't even g

