Aadhi It's so hard to leave them back at that house every day. It feels like I am tearing out two chunks of my heart and leaving them there but I still do it. Perhaps, Ithu needs some time to heal from the emotional wounds I have inflicted on her by abandoning her throughout her pregnancy. If I had known then what I would be missing in my life, I wouldn't have so foolishly accused her of cheating on me with her ex-husband and deserting my baby girl so heartlessly. But I have won over my daughter already, that much I can say for sure. She loves me. Now, I have to win over her mother's heart which I am sure I will do soon. "What do you want to do today, baby girl?" I ask my daughter as I lift her up from her crib. At three and a half months, she's a lot more stable than she was at birth