Chapter 47
Ashley
2 Years Ago
I'm at an all time low.
Lying in bed next to my dead husband's twin brother. Before it happened, I was sure this was what I wanted. Cal and I had been getting so close since Cody died and I've known him since we were kids. I thought I could feel something for him.
He was my first crush, after all.
I couldn't have been more wrong. I realize now what I've been doing. I've been using him because he reminds me so much of Cody. I've been leading him on, making him believe that I was falling for him when all along I was just looking at him and seeing Cody. It's not enough. It never will be.
Being with him was all wrong. It was nothing like being with Cody. I feel like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown just thinking about it.
Oh God, I have to get out
