DESIRE'S & FATE

Chapter *17*

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Sibel POV

My stomach dropped, and I was hot like I'd never seen this man before, erupting butterflies in my belly. Ryon Menture was a sexy man.

He stared down at me with those mesmerizing grey eyes before my eyes began to travel down the length of his body.

I took in a deep breath when I saw the massive weaponry he was packing between his tights and wondered where it was ever going to go. Where in me was it ever going to fit? Good God was a man allowed to pack all of that. My eyes couldn't stop staring at it.

He smirked at my reaction. I think it pleased him.

"Damn," I breathed out. It was the only word in my brain after seeing him naked. He chuckled.

"You look— wow, you beautiful," he spoke in one breath like he was out of breath looking at me. He reached out and grabbed one of my hands and brought it up to his lips to kiss, making me blush again.

I looked into his eyes, seeing pure admiration. Without thinking, I quickly climbed into bed and pulled the covers over me from head to toe. I couldn't take that look in his eyes like he was going to eat me.

I couldn't look at him any longer, and I didn't know what else to do. So I ran and hid.

He chuckled and climbed in beside me. "Baby," he whispered and peeked under the cover, but I closed my eyes tight.

"I promised not to bite," he chuckled, and I slowly opened my eyes. "Baby, you weren't this shy New years night," he teased, and I blushed.

"What..." I stuttered as he leaned over me, smiling brightly, and I was aware that he was completely naked all over again.

"As much as I would love to make love to you and hear you scream my name, I'm obligated to tell you I would never force myself on you," he said, sitting up.

"Do you mind putting on your pants," I asked. His nakedness was just too much, I was bright pink. He chuckled and took his boxer. Standing and stretching, he pulled on the damn thing, and I tried not to look at every damn inch of leaned muscle.

He was perfect with that expansive chest and shoulders. Ripped thighs and leaned abdomen with muscles stretched down to his calf. His handsome face only added to his perfection.

My mind went haywire with possibilities, then he surprised me, and I started at him, but before I could react, Ryon climbed back into bed and leaned over me. "What are you doing, Ryon?" I asked, breathing him in.

He leaned in with a grin, "What does it look like I'm doing?"

"Making me bat sit crazy with nerves," I said, and he stopped, unable to keep a straight face. He burst out laughing, turning on his side.

"You're something else. My adorable girlfriend," he said, putting his hand on my stomach. "There is no going back from here, Sibel. Only moving forward," Ryon said.

"I should freshen up," I said. "I'm hot... No sweaty," I corrected, and his grin was wide. "You're too adorable," he said. "Go, I can't wait to wake up next to you," he said, and I frowned in confusion.

"What?" He asked.

"It's just after lunch," I said, and he stood up suddenly. "I should feed you in bed then," he smirked, and I ran to the bathroom and locked the door.

I braced the locked door for a few quiet minutes, trying to stop my racing heart. Feeling as though my breathing had returned to its normal rate, I tried to process it all. Is this really happening? Was I ready? I had so many images of us together. I had rehearsed how I was going to touch him, kiss him, wrap my legs around him. I wanted to feel him, to feel it.

"Jezzus..." I breathe out, snapping out of my trance.

I had showered before going to the admin building and had breakfast with Kay. I'm making sure to wear my cutest panty and bra set. I even packed a few for this weekend. Undergarments weren't something I ever thought I would take pride in, but here I was. I couldn't let this man see me in my regular granny-hanging panties. Some were even hanging by a thread, and they were so comfortable that I had satisfaction in sleeping in them. What does it mean, am I ready?

'Okay,' I laughed to myself. Here I was taking another shower in an air conditioner, it was much needed.

He was making me so hot, so here I am, locked inside the bathroom, going crazy to myself. Then I started thinking about what happened between Ryon and myself on New Year's night. I couldn't help the smile that spread across my face. It was mind-blowing amazing. At this point, I was grinning like an i***t. It felt so nice. I enjoyed every second of that night, so why was I hesitant now?

’Well...’

I looked at myself in the mirror. 'Relax, Sibel, be cool. You do not want him to see you freaking out no matter how much you are,’ I pep-talked to myself. I didn't want to ruin our weekend. I was certain I wanted the romantic weekend he had planned, and I was certain I wanted to be here. After a few deep breaths, I stepped into the shower and turned the tap on cold.

After a long bath, I brushed my teeth with the toothbrush Ryon placed out for me the last time I was here. Finished with my hygienic care, I looked around for a towel to dry myself. Only then did I realize I did not fetch a towel, and there wasn't any fold or hanging in the bathroom.

Ryon is such a guy. Who does that?

I also didn't bring in my overnight bag either. I was sure there were towels in here last time, so I searched my brain.

'How could you remember when you ran out of there like the hounds of hell were chasing you?'

Shit, my bag was downstairs.

"Ryon," I called, peeping out the door briefly.

No answer so I called again, and there was still no answer. I cracked open the door, peeked out, and called again. Was he still getting lunch?

Sibel, you're being ridiculous, I admonished myself.

Seeing as there was no one in the room, I tiptoed to the closet water dripping down my wet body. Just as I was searching the various racks and shelves for a towel, I heard a click behind me.

I jumped, not expecting to see him there since I called a few seconds ago. Ryon was visibly stunned, not expecting to see me completely naked and water dripping off my body in his closet. My mind went blank, and I froze to my spot, mouth opened. He was completely naked too.

What the hell was he doing?

Then there was this look in his eyes, hungry and fire blazing in his iris. My brain kicked into gear, and I made another dash for the bathroom.

My feet slid out from beneath me with the water I trailed in, making my way into the closet. Slipping, I fell backward.

"Watch out! Stop!" he yelled.

"Ba..." He didn't get to finish that statement as he reached out Swiftly and grabbed me.

With me in a rush and him grabbing me in a hurry, both of us tumbled to the wet floor with a throb. I am on top of him.

"Aww," he groaned.

I gasped when I realized the position we were now in, but I could only respond before I had time to react. I could only respond to the way his fingers brushed against my wet and soft arse raising that familiar heat from deep within my gut. We stilled in surprise, and then I was conscious of my weight over him and the curling of his palm around me.

He raised his head and watched me getting increasingly red in the face the more he looked at me that way. His eyes darkened considerably, and he swallowed hard like his throat had gone dry. It was so easy to give into passion and the overwhelming desire that flows with it.

I knew what that look in his eyes meant, I saw it before, and then I felt it. His massive weaponry throbbed against my abdomen. He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind my ears and tilt his head up, "you need to move," he said softly.

I tried not to shiver but failed, leaving him with a smug grin that turned into a wicked smirk.

"Sa... Sorry," I said, feeling even more ridiculous over the whole thing. My nerves were making me freak out worse than I was before.

Before I could overthink any further, I leaned down and placed a kiss on his lips, and before I could pull away, his fingers trailed down my side, and he snatched me up.

I couldn't react fast enough. He was kissing me with the same passion I'd begun to crave. The next minute, I was weak and breath bated. There was something in the way he kissed me that took me to new higher heights every time. The emotion and the feeling of something more, the need for things I couldn't explain, and the anticipation of more...

By the time he let go, I was wanton and stupid. There were no other words for what I felt.

Placing both hands on the floor beside him, I needed a second to form a coherent thought. "You really... need to move now," he said.

"What?" I asked, trying to regain control of my senses.

"Move baby," he said, voice dropping lower.

"Okay," I mumbled, nodding in agreement, knowing I should move. New Year's night, I couldn't help but tremble, but now... Now I just let it consume me.

"Baby," he said, placing a hand on my cheek. He took in a breath, leaned in, and gently kissed me, and I responded. Needing more.

"We can't stay like this any longer," he said, pulling away and trying to maintain some sense of control, and I was completely bemused.

"We can't stay like this?" I asked, and he licked his lips nodding.

"I would like that very much, but if we don't move, I wouldn't be able to control myself, Sibel."

"Then lose control with me," I said before I could stop myself, shocking both of us into a moment of silence. Ryon stared at me for a second longer, and I cleared my throat. "I mean... You can..." Before I can say another word, he grabbed me back into his arms and turned us over and curled his weight over me and began kissing me with so much passion that I was going crazy.

When we needed air, he moved to my cheeks, along the lines of my chin, and then down my neck and across my shoulder, setting my skin ablaze.

Fire!

"Ryon," I whined, arching my back to get closer, craving more than what he was giving. "I'll give it to you, but I need to know you want it too," he spoke, tilting my head.

"I do," I breathed out, and he leaned in, kissing me harder with more desire and tenderness.

My heart was beating wildly. Was I going to give my virginity to my boyfriend on his closet floor?

"I want you to feel good your first time," he said, looking into my eyes, and I nodded. "I want you to be ready, Sib, not just for me but for," he said in my ear.

"I'm ready. I want this," I said.

"Are you sure? We don't have to," he said.

"I'm sure, I nodded, and he nodded in agreement. Tell me if I'm hurting you at any time," he said. Using his free hand, he glided it down my side, and he parted my legs, placing one on his torso. He bit his lip, trailing one finger up my fold and swirling it around my wet entrance, making my eyes snap shut. "You've been ready for me," he let out, trailing his fingers in a slick up-and-down motion.

He licked his thumb and rubbed circles on my aroused nub, causing a soft whimper to escape my lips. I was worked up, and he knew it.

Ryon inserted one finger slowly into my center, and I moaned. "Feel good, baby," he asked and I nodded as he continued to work that one finger then after a few seconds he added another and my body jerked causing another moan to leave my lips and my head tipped back.

He moved his fingers faster, curling them upwards, and my back arched off the floor. Then I felt that swirl in the pit of my stomach. "HmmMh," I moaned, liking that feeling very much, and he moved even faster as his fingers swerved inside of me. My legs flinched to a tremble as the pleasure built up to its peak, the feelings edifice in my tummy and released in my stomach and plummeted down through my core. My hips moved against his fingers, and I shook the high of my orgasm to its end. "Oh god," I huffed out withering to the floor. Fire...

Licking his fingers clean, he brought his lips to mine, kissing me roughly. "Now feed me this pretty p***y," he whispered on my lips.

My mouth just hung open, sending chills straight to my toes. I lost my words and just stared at him blinking and he smirked, "Close your mouth," he chuckled.

"Let me show you just how much, it will feel good," he said and my heart was racing. I didn't expect him to say that and I didn't hate it either. I felt a tingling feeling all over that wasn't unfamiliar, everything this man does or says made me feel that same way, attractive, sexy, happy. The way he kissed me, speaks to me, and pay attention and listen when we conversate. I remember all the times I didn't know what to do about these feelings. I was never sexually attracted to anyone before and since they hadn't been another man to steal my heart completely I didn't think much about where these feelings led.

Dear God have mercy on me. Of all the things I expected this wasn't one of them.

"Huh?"

He turned on his back, "don't be shy, I'm your man now," he said. "I want to taste you," he encouraged and I had never heard him speak this way before. I was beginning to see why the ladies cling to him and why they couldn't let go after messing with him. I also was seeing what I had to deal with.

He licked his lips, watching me get on my knees next to him. "Just sit?" I asked unsure how this works. "Legs on either side, of my face and put her in my mouth," he instructed and I get in position lowering myself to his mouth.

Her?

"Just like that," he said teasing me with kisses from my fold to my nub then back down to my center vibrating me with every word.

With one long lick, he began to feast and he wasn't taking his time as his tongue explore all of me. "Wow...This is the most beautiful p***y I've ever seen," he husked, while he ate me and I was drenched.

Ryon gripped my thighs and stroke over my tender, sensitive lips sending flashes of thrills through my body and heated flesh with long and firm upward strokes torturing me as he dragged his tongue through my folds.

His teeth then gave me short nibbles sending my knees weak.

"Ryon," I cried out as my hip bucked involuntarily angling down to meet that incredible tongue greedily. I struggled to breathe as I reach forward to grab at anything instead I twist my fingers into his hair to hold him in place but my man latched onto my nub and sucked gently on it swirling his tongue on my pressure button whilst he moan low in his throat.

God damn it.

I couldn't imagine it could feel this good and I spread my knees wider giving him all of her.

Aching for his touch and his tongue rolled over my nub driving me closer and closer to a fiery orgasm. He moved down to my opening slicking his tongue in and out and all around sending my breath out of my lungs. I moaned out loud, I couldn't hold back, I had to come but he wasn't going to let me.

"Please baby, please," I sobbed.

”Oh God please." I begged.

"It's me," he mumbled and I exploded again.

At my plea, he sucked me out hard and I didn't stand a chance, I shattered.

Ryon gripped my hips and held me in place as he continued to eat me out, swirling his tongue over and over my pressure button sucking me through my orgasm as it went on and on. I thrust my hip against his face with each crashing wave and broken whimper.

"No more, no more please," I blubbered feeling every stroke of his tongue on my sensitive nerves. One minute I wanted more and the next I could catch my breath as I screamed at him to stop, crying out in sheer ecstasy with every flutter of his tongue on my sensitive flesh.

Oh, Father who art in heaven. "Oh God don't stop." I cried as another wave hit me hard and I shuddered losing track of how many that had been. My man kept eating me until I was a quivering mess on his head, voice hoarse from all my screaming and my body boneless clasping above his head.

Do you think this man took pity on me? No, he lapped up all my juices, flipped me on my back, and entered me. He is a demon.

Sweet Jesus, he didn't move or went all the way in as he watched me catch my breath.

Finally bringing my breathing under control and calming down some I felt it. I trembled as I stared at him.

Jeeze... So much hunger and lust and... I was too sated to depict all the emotions especially that smug look on his face. "You taste exquisite baby," he murmured with heavy arousal but I couldn't hear it with the pain shooting up my spine.

I stiffened when he moved a few inches more, "breathe baby breath for me," he said voice strained. The pain began to subside just a fraction and I was burning for more.

Oh God! He stretched me.

"You want me to stop," he asked when he saw the frown on my face and I shook my head. "You sure baby, tell me if I'm hurting you," he said and even though I was scared I was very excited to experience this with him.

"Is it hurting badly?"

"It does but don't stop," I winced and he stopped. "Keep going, don't stop," I said hoping I would enjoy this as much as I did when he ate me. He pushed deeper into my core and I winced again and he stopped again. "Don't stop."

"I don't want to hurt you, baby," he declared.

"Put it all the way in, let me get a custom," I breathe out. "You're halfway in right?"

"HmMh, not halfway," he sounded and my eyes were beginning to pop out of their socket. "I'm not going to hurt you," he said going deeper inch by inch slow and gentle. "you feel so good around me," he spoke and I love the way he compliments everything about me and I smiled a little.

once he was all the way in, it was just uncomfortable but it didn't hurt as much. slowly he began to move when I was comfortable. feeling him stretching me out I gripped his shoulders, sinking my nails into his skin but he didn't seem to mind. with his eyes closed tight, he groaned at his pace.

I moaned softly and his eyes opened and he kissed me, slow and tender. he moved to my neck and across my shoulder. "I never felt anything like this," he whispered in my ears and take my ear lobe between his teeth. I felt myself tightening around him as he continued to whisper his praises into my ear.

Finally starting to enjoy it, he sped up, lacing our fingers. The look in his eyes was so intense and filled with needs that I had to close mine. "Open your eyes look at me," he whispered as he deepened his stroke, digging me out and I bit my lips. "let me hear you, baby, it feels good?"

"yeah," I moaned unable to keep my eyes open. "This p***y mine? Say it Sbel," he said.

"It's yours. Oh God," I moaned, back arching off the floor, stomach tightening.

Thrusting into me steadily, firing all those sensations times ten. "I felt that," he said and I felt it too. Ryon kept his pace and angled his thrust and there it goes. That spot, he kept hitting it and I let out a long loud moan and he groaned. My body trembled and he didn't let up on me, he groaned and f****d me hard and good and I squeeze him in return.

'f**k, Sibel, s**t so good," he groaned shutting his eyes. My knees and arm went limb as the pressure in my stomach exploded and he pulled out shooting ropes and ropes of c*m on my stomach. He grunted and groaned holding his shaft as it emptied on my belly. "See what you did to me," he said and I smirked satisfied I can do to him what he did to me.

After a few minutes and he caught himself, "Sib... baby. I'm sorry, I ain't meant to do that on you," he said tensely.

"I liked it," I said still trying to catch my breath. "You did?" he asked confused and surprised. "I wasn't sure if you were on the pill or not and we hadn't discussed protection..." he tried to explain.

"It's alright, I liked it," I said and he get up and disappeared out of the closet. No sooner he came back with a damp wash cloth and I was still grinning.

"You don't have to," I whined covering my face. "Don't be shy, I'm supposed to clean up my girl," he said when he was finished being extra careful at my center. He then cleaned my stomach and between my breast removing all his residue.

I moved an inch, trying to get up but it was a task and he chuckled. "Don't move baby," he said pulling on his boxer and helping me into one of his white shirts.

He then lifted me into his arms and carried me to his bed. Ryon lay me gently and get in beside me and pulled me to his chest. "Get some rest baby," he said wrapping both arms around me. I was tired.

"Are we good," he asked after a few minutes of silence when I was still trying to get comfortable and not think about the ache in between my leg.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean with all this stuff with Fiona between us. Are you still mad," he asked.

"Why would I be mad?"

"I will take that as a yes," he said getting on his side. I don't want this between us Sibel."

"And I don't want to be fighting with a pregnant lady. I wish we could resolve whatever the problem but she just be rubbing me all the wrong way all the time."

"Same here. And I do not want it coming between us." he said "But I need to know... are we good?" he added.

"Yes, we are. Look at what we just did. I'm happy," I grinned.

"Look at you, d**k got you reeling," he said and I cracked up.

"Come here," he kissed my lips and I couldn't believe I let this man f****d me in his closet.

And on the floor...