DESIRE'S & FATE

Chapter *16*

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Ryon POV

"Come, princess," I said squeezing her hand to reassure her but she was still hesitant to move. In a flash, I had her in my embrace to calm her the best I can.

I should have told her about Fiona being here but as excited as I was for this weekend I didn't think of a problem. Her air was so comforting, I craved it. Sibel makes me forget all my problems and with her around my stress wasn't a situation. I could be carefree with her and my only concern was to make her happy.

"Look at me, beautiful. You're safe here with me, always," I whispered kissing her forehead and she took one step forward.

Fiona and I are friends and after a productive conversation earlier, I thought it best to include Sibel in a way forward. After Fiona showed up unannounced.

"You're safe with me," I repeated giving her hand another squeeze.

"Now," I added pulling her toward the living room. "Let's get this over with I want you to myself."

"It's not you, I'm worried about Ryon. Sweet Jesus help me," she murmured and I couldn't help the chuckle leaving my lips.

Taking a few steps to the sofa, Fiona stood to her feet. Before I could utter a word Fiona stepped forward getting into my personal space with Sibel just to the side of us.

"That took way too long and let me show you how it's done," Fiona turned to Sibel with a roguish smile and I didn't have enough time to react. She leaned in...

I was taken aback but before her lips connected to mine, Sibel snatched every braid and scalp off her brain I believe with the way Fiona recoiled and yelped. Then with Sibel's force and grip, Fiona yowled.

I couldn't comprehend how fast this situation had changed.

Squawking in pain, Sibel pulled her back with a very harsh thump like she was pulling at the devil himself before letting go. "What do you think you're doing?" Sibel gets into her face staring at her with criminal intent moving like a predator whose deadly eyes were fixed on its prey. At this point, I was quiet looking at the drama unfolding from out of my body. I couldn't believe any of it. Fiona apologized and we hugged it out and made plans to move forward. She even extended an olive branch to Sibel accompanying us to her upcoming doctor's appointment. I thought this was our way forward.

Fiona hadn't recovered and neither did I. It was the last thing NO scratch that she didn't expect that at all but Sibel wasn't backing down. If she didn't know now she knew, my woman is as stubborn and determined as she is beautiful. My God the woman was beautiful hence her determination couldn't be measured. Try as I might I couldn't move an inch as my woman took control. A part of me found it utterly sexy like I needed to excuse myself.

"Get out! There is nothing I want to hear from you," Sibel said and my heart stopped.

"Sib... I" Fiona mumbled but the death glare she received had her zipping it faster than the Sib out of her mouth.

"Out!" Sibel yelled, finger pointed to the door breathing heavily. "Be careful Fiona. this is not the tree you want to shake. I'm very sure you do not want my cherries," Sibel warned in a threatening voice and my heart leaped into my throat.

Dear God, I send a quiet prayer.

Fiona's eyes were as wide as mine, in disbelief "I'm... I'm..." she stammered dumbfounded. Utterly struck dumb.

"Please, sweet Jesus. Please let this woman try me today," Sibel clenched her fist and I recovered from the entire situation with a myriad of emotions twirling through me as I stared at Fiona. Anger was foremost then there was betrayal, and for the first time ever since knowing Fiona, I lost respect for her.

God my woman was a sexy beast when she is angry. It sends a hot surge down my spine.

"Leave this instant," I said fighting back the hurt in my voice and both women turned towards me. It hurt so f*****g much, that the mother of my unborn child this time made me choose Sibel over my child and the semblance of a relationship we had for years.

"Get out! This is the last we will ever be cordial. You and I talked for crying out loud woman but every time my woman is around you act like a fool and it's beyond me. You're pregnant for Christ's sake Fiona. Is this your behavior? where's my friend," I said opening the door for her and closing it before she can respond when her mouth opened with no words.

"Is this why you brought me here? Is this what I have to look forward to Ryon?" Sibel said when I paused at the door, hand on the nob, head down. I took in a deep breath.

"What type of s**t-u-action is this Ryon? Is this what it is going to be like being with you? You and your f**k buddy are practically joined at the hips with this kid. Where do I fit into all this? Do I have to always fight her like this," she stepped to the door and threw on her slippers with so much passion I thought it burst.

Sibel proceeded to pick up her bag where she lay it close to the door when I took her hand.

"What are you doing?" I asked snatching the bag away from her. "I thought we'd spend the weekend together."

"Why? So your child's mother can come back and finish what she'd started."

"Don't do this Sibel. Do not be mad at me. Do not let this be the reason a very good thing is spoiled. Do not let her come between us."

"You already brought her here Ryon," she said her words cracking.

"This is not my intention," I point between us hoping she understood I only wanted the women in my life to clear the air.

"What are we doing here Ryon? Why am I even here? when clearly you want to eat your cake and have it. Am I even you're girlfriend when you have her here without my knowledge? What type of reassurance is that..."

"Of course you are! my girl! What type of question is that."

"Perfectly normal for a man who cannot handle his s**t," she said and I knew right there and then she was hurt and not just emotional.

"Antoinette," I sneered calling her by her middle name.

"My mother and father—" she said, her voice cracking with emotions. "The respect and loyalty and love for each other—"

"What are you saying Sib," I asked sounding just as emotional as her.

"I'm saying all the times I should have run for the hills I didn't. I hoped and trusted you with all the love I could muster to find a glimpse of what they share. I trusted you with me, Ryon...I thought I found that in you when you opened your heart to me—"

"You have that with me, princess. Do not let this ruin us. Do not give her that power," I said feeling the tension simmering between us.

I need a better way of handling Fiona and our cohabitation.

"Who are we kidding," her face turned into a sad smile and her face was on fire. "I can't—" she continued in a soft broken voice.

"You can't! This does not end here and now princess." I said not knowing how else to explain my emotions especially when I never had before.

I didn't bother arguing, this conversation was over. "Why are we even mad at each other for no reason," I asked.

"This looks like no reason to you," she said with a loud sigh.

"I couldn't predict Fiona's behavior and I'm sure in the future I can't but I'm promising to choose you over her behavior every time."

"That I can understand baby." but, I didn't let her finish that sentence. "Come here," I reached out for her hand and pulled her closer. Then I drew her into my arms. Sibel clung to me and buried her face in the crook of my neck. I felt her trembling all over and rubbed her back whispering soothingly into her ears. "I've got you, we are going to be fine," I said stomach fluttering with the way she called me baby. My heart pounded and I was aroused.

She felt so soft and I felt how warm she was against me, her slight breathing on my neck and it was making me tingly all over. Damn, she smelled very good. Then she reached up and I felt her lips on mine and the needs that burst within me made my heart race faster. I reacted without a thought. I covered her lips in mine, then I swept my tongue into her mouth as a relief to the ache in my body. My hands moved from around her waist and sunk into her hair, bringing her closer as I took over the kiss with a moan leaving her lips.

I kissed her with an electric longing jolting through my body and she was helpless against it. I pressed my covered erection against her stomach and lift her to her toes as she gave herself completely to me helpless against the sensations in work through her body.

We moaned at the intense heat fighting for breath but our bodies straining to stay closer. My restraint was on the floor just as my eyes closed tighter with every sensation, and I curled my tongue around hers sucking hard. I couldn't breathe, she couldn't breathe and we didn't want to breathe only devour each other senses, body, mind, and soul even as we feast on each other mouths.

Her hand wrapped around my neck and her fingers slid into my hair, holding me in place. Her kiss made my c**k throb and it made me weak with her sweet lips. Hard and hungry she plundered my mouth as heat saturated her, and I worked on her. She gasped at the erotic pull on her n****e with my fingers and I could tell she felt it right down between her legs the way her hip thrust forward and I placed my leg between hers. Sibel rubbed her covered p***y against my jogger-covered thigh. "Oh God," she moaned.

Shallowly she panted and I tore my mouth away from the kiss and she threw her head back in blissful needs overwhelming her, and I burned with fiery heat. I latch onto that sensitive spot between her neck and shoulder and sucked hard sending ecstasy right down to her spine. "I'm sorry, baby, Forgive me please," I muttered in her ears just as my lips leave hers, hand framing her cheeks.

"Could you not do that," she said the minute my lips leave hers in a short peck. "What? kiss you."

"Not that," she smiled. "Could you not do the things that will cause a rift between us," she stated and I lifted her into my arms. "I do not want to lose my self-respect and resent you for it. Please? Let's make these decisions together and do not assume we can predict another person's intentions. Could we not gamble with what we have, please?"

"For you, I will try," I said taking her up the flight of stairs and into my room.

"Good because I'm not asking," she said in my embrace. "How is that fair," I chuckled.

"All's fair in desires and fate baby," she smirked and I shook my head at how crazy she had me over her. And I love it even more when she called me baby again. I grinned making her blush.

She's my f*****g girlfriend and she was turning me into a softy like her but I didn't mind at all. I was her baby...

In a flash, I claimed her lips. With my mouth all over hers with a kiss so soft and sweet her body melted into mine, eyes closed tight as we shared a long, slow, passionate kiss.

It was long before I stripped naked and slip into bed beside her. My mouth was all over her from her lips to her neck to her soft succulent breast and it wasn't long before she was begging to be f****d long and good. I wanted nothing else but to oblige.

"Ryon," she moaned as she opened her legs and I was purely hypnotized by the look in her eyes feeling temptation rise in my chest.

"f**k me," I murmured feeling her wetness. Sib was so soft and warm in bed beside me that I wanted to be gentle and tender with her. Although she was fully clothed I lost control when she molded herself to my warmth.

She smelled so good I couldn't lay still...