I tossed and turned all night that night. I couldn’t get to sleep at all and in the middle of the night I finally sat up in bed and I walked across my room and opened the door. I walked down the hall and I opened the door to the spare bedroom and Blaze was sleeping so I walked over and climbed into the side of the bed that he wasn’t lying on. “Hey. Are you alright?” He asked, sitting up a bit. “I didn’t mean to wake you.” I said. “It’s alright.” He said. “I can’t sleep.” I said. So he pulled me closer to him and I rested my head on his chest while he was rubbing my back. It did relax me a little but I still wasn’t able to get to sleep. I knew that I wouldn’t be able to tonight. I had so much crap going through my head and I didn’t know how to sort it all out. By 5am that morn