Dear Diary, Ellie is gone. She is actually gone. She just left. Just like that. No prior information. No nothing. She just left for Switzerland. To pursue culinary arts. Like seriously? I had no idea why and where that came from. I mean she wants to be a Chef? How come? Up until a few days ago, she wanted to come to Cambridge with me. And now? Now she left for f*****g Switzerland. Somebody must have planted that s**t in her head. How can she leave just like that? What about me? She didn't even think about me once! Am I that bad? Okay so I did commit some mistakes but I am a human. I can have a slip, can't I? Do I need to pay such a huge price for something like that? I did my best to apologise to her but instead she said that she don't need me anymore? Like she can manage everything

