Dear Diary...
I have lost Ellie this time. Completely lost her due to my own idiocy. The poor girl came all the way here to celebrate my birthday and what did I do? I completely forgot about her. How can I forgot her when I texted her just five minutes ago! What is wrong with me?
It was Alyssa. It's all because of her! If she didn't have dragged me away and taken away my phone I would have never forgotten that Ellie was waiting for me!
What the hell...like putting blame on her will lessen the adversity of the situation. No matter how much Alyssa or anybody else would have persuaded me, I was supposed to remember that my best friend was waiting for me. Ellie would have. She would have never done anything like that.
And now I can't even look into her eyes. Because I am so ashamed of
