TAYLOR'S POINT OF VIEW. When we arrive at his house, after a long and awkward silence, Xavier finally steps out of the car. I do the same and follow him into his house. I feel numb at this stage. I can’t feel my feet and I can’t breathe. I am so nervous. Will this end our relationship? I don’t want things to end. I have never felt this way about anyone before. The connection we have is real. It is strong and I can’t explain it. But things need to be sorted out if I am to go ahead with us being together. I can’t live like this. Xavier opens the door to his house and lets me go in first. “Let’s go to the bedroom,” he suggests, and I nod. I follow him up the stairs. Xavier unlocks his bedroom door with a key. How weird is it to have your own bedroom door locked when you are living alone? Is