XAVIER’S POINT OF VIEW (meanwhile)
I haven’t heard from Taylor since I last saw her in her apartment. I am doing my best to focus on my job and duties but all I can think about is her. She has completely taken over my whole mind and soul. The look on her face when she watched me beat her abusive ex boyfriend scares me. She seemed so scared and so fragile. The way her voice cracked when she begged me to stop hitting me. I keep seeing her and hearing her when I close my eyes. I will never forgive myself for making her feel that way. The fact that she needs a break from me is the most upsetting part. I made her feel so frightened that her only solution was to get as far away from me as possible. I want to be by her side twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. She makes me happy and secur
