After spending a full day with Emma, I decide to go home. I have not received any messages from Xavier. Maeve has reached out to me and I updated her on my decision. She praises me for my bravery. She seems very worried about me. “I have never seen anyone so angry before. I was scared that he wouldn’t stop hitting Rory. That could have ended very badly,” she tells me. I agree with her. Who knows, maybe if I didn’t beg Xavier to calm down, he would have kept going. I am so upset that my view of my boyfriend has shifted so drastically. In my eyes he was the most amazing man I have ever come across. Now he seems like a potential criminal. He went from being the man I could see myself marrying, to a man who should be eliminated from my life as soon as possible. That hurts my heart and soul. I
