First, when he asked me, I felt like I had to refuse him, as I felt so dirty. Horrible memories ran through my head and I didn't want to give him that dirt. But this time, because he wanted it so much, I could fight with my demons. But it happened many years ago, and I promised him I'd try to change, so I decided I'd let this feeling go, even if only for a few minutes. But when his lips touched mine, I felt like I was drugged.
I felt some kind of ecstasy, and I wanted more. In that minute, I forgot all my problems. I made my demons disappear and I was me again. I was that girl again, who only experienced uncontrollable love with that person who she always loved. For that moment, the whole world disappeared around us, there were only two of us in heaven. My hands moved by themselves, and
