RENEE The softness underneath me was smothering my aching body. I didn’t want to move, but I knew I had to open my eyes. I knew Jax held me in his arms the entire time. He carried me from the club to a car and somewhere else, where he placed me down in this heaven of softness. I would have opened my eyes to let him know I was okay, but I couldn’t get the image of what Riley showed me out of my head. How deranged did someone have to be to show that person a s*x tape of the person you were in love with, more or less? I had no clue what happened after I witnessed the kiss. I had to close my eyes due to the pain in my stomach; I couldn’t bare it. But once I could breathe, I looked up to find Jax kissing Riley. I felt hurt wash through me and a stab in my heart as I watched. I wanted to