Kabanata 14
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa ginawa niya. He’s pulling me closer to him, not giving me any chance to move away. Naitukod ko na lang ang magkabilang palad ko sa matikas niyang dibdib upang suportahan ang bigat ko. I can taste the alcohol from his lips, at hindi ko alam kong ‘yon ba ang dahilan kung bakit tila nanghihina ako; kung bakit tila nalalasing din ako. No, it’s probably his kisses. Nakakapanghina.
The way he brushes his lips against mine, the way he devours me, and the way he presses his tongue inside my mouth makes me feel week. Bawat galaw ng labi niya ay tila hinihigop ang lakas ko; tila binabaliw ako. I never thought he was this good in kissing. Nakakabaliw. Nakakapanghina.
But this should stop.
He’s my uncle. He’s my father’s best friend!
Buong lakas akong buman
