Liana POV “It’s Monday,” I mumble to my reflection in the mirror as I fix my makeup. I am not ready for today. I am not ready to face Axel, but I have no choice. After my emotional breakdown Friday night Nina gave me all the support and space I needed. She carried me through the worst and by Sunday I could actually smile and enjoy activities with her. But that was yesterday. Today I will see Axel and I do not think I am ready for it. Scrap that, I know I am not ready. I still wake up in sweat crying every night. I still struggle to breathe when I replay our last encounter. My heart still pulls painfully when I hear his name. I am not fine. “Holy mother of pearl,” I mumble when I open the cabinet to put my makeup away and I notice my contraceptive pills. I have not taken a pill since …