My Baby Girl

I Am Tired Of This

Jared POV

The maids here are trying to teach me anna", i stared at the floor while I was talking to her.

"That day will arrive soon Jared baby, don't worry about Christof he will be okay, let him be alone for sometime, you had to complete some work in the office right, so why don't you do that, you can check on him later".

"Yeah you are right Anna, Christof gave me a lot of work today, so I have to complete it for him, and I need to keep an eye on every employee in the office, I will talk to you later if any problem give me a call", I smiled while I was talking to her.

"Yes I will jared, bye baby", she replied.

I hung up the call and Ieft from the mansion, I headed towards the car.

I gave a call to one of my loyal men whom I told to keep a check on Carlos.

"Did you get any information about that guy Carlos?", I questioned him.

"Yes sir I got a lot of information about him", he replied.

"Tell me everything about that guy", I ordered him.

"Carlos he is worker in one of the small company in this city, he doesn't warm much, he has a sick mother whom he has to care about, he has studied in a hostel, his condition is not that good, he has a lot of loans in his name, but sir there is one thing, I couldn't find anything about his friends or colleagues, he has kept that as a secret, he not much active on social media, so I couldn't find much there, and secondly he is not related to nolan", he replied.

"You couldn't find anything else about his just this much information".

"Yes sir, and one more thing I had kept an eye on him, he left with an unknown person today, I don't know where is gone with that unknown person, that person waited fir him outside his house for dew minutes and then they both left together", he added

"Do you know which direction they go?", I questioned him

"I am sorry sir I didn't keep a check on that, the car moved pretty fast so I couldn't follow it", he replied.

"It's okay, that doesn't matter much for me, I don't care with whom he went, if you get to know anything else about him let me know"

"Yes sir".

I hung up the phone and I drove towards the office to complete Christof's pending work.

Anna POV

I waited for jared to return back from work, Jared spend 10 months in Christof's mansion and he hardly spend any time with me, I felt empty, I felt lonely living in this house all alone, I couldn't leave the house, because it would be dangerous for me Jared restricted me to go anywhere, because he was scared and worried that the same thing would happen to me that happened to Addison, I was scared too.

There were many enemies who were now trying to hurt us because Christof was weak and they were taking advantage of his weakness.

I missed Addison so much, I couldn't still believe that she is no more, I hated that Nolan, how could he be so heartless he knew that she was pregnant but he still threw her from the cliff, she dies because of him, I wanted to see Addison's baby, i was going to an aunt but we lost her baby too.

I knew that Christof needed Jared, but I need him too, how can I stay here all alone without him, we were a newly married couple, we had to go on an honeymoon together but we couldn't go because of these stupid people who are trying to harm and hurt us I was soo angry that whenever Jared used to return home I used to remove all my anger on him, I used to argue with him, I knew that I shouldn't argue or scold him but I cannot bear this anymore I don't want to stay here alone, I want my husband near me.

I want jared near me, I want to hug him every night, I want to make love with him, give him goodnight kisses everyday, have dinner together lunch and breakfast together, spend time together, is it too much to ask, I tried to make Jared understand, but he kept telling me that Christof needs him, and he has to give time for christof because he just lost his wife, he told me that Christof tried to hurt himself many times, I know that Christof is going through a hard time but what is my fault I need my husband near me.

Every newly couple during the first days of marriage stay together, they don't stay separate, but Jared and I are staying separately, we don't stay together because Jared is staying with Christof in his mansion, everynight I keep a gun next to me because I don't know who will break inside my house and try to attack me, I didn't tell Jared, because he would be tensed about me the whole time, so I kept it hidden from him, because it's useless to tell jared anything because he keep telling me that Christof needs him, I waited for him to arrive, I prepared dinner for him, his favourite food.

Suddenly I heard someone unlock the door, I knew that it was Jared but I couldn't take any chances so I took a knife from the kitchen and I waited for the person to open the door. After a few seconds, Jared entered the house.

I threw the knife on the floor and I rushed towards him, I gave him a tight hug.

"Hey darling, what's wrong?", He asked me.

I was so happy to see him, I couldn't tell him how much I needed him but I didn't tell him that I was scared.

"Nothing darling just missed a lot today", I replied with a soft voice and a few tears in my eyes.

"Are you crying darling?"He questioned me.

"Nope I am not, where am I crying? I just missed you so much today, you can't imagine how much I missed you today, I waited for you to return home darling", I hugged him even tighter.

"Now I am home sweetheart, you have to wait anymore, you hubby is standing right in front of you, see I brought pizza for you, you can have it whenever you want sweetheart", he showed me the pizza box.

I looked at the pizza and then at him.

"I don't want the pizza jared, I want you sweetheart", I looked into his beautiful brown eyes.

"Hey anna what happened is everything fine darling you seem low today, is everything fine you can tell me sweetheart?", He questioned me.

"Nothing Jared, I don't think you will be able to understand me, you are not the jared I loved, you used to know how I am feeling without telling you anything, but today you asked me this question" I stared at his tie which I was holding while I was talking to him.

"What's wrong Anna, why are you talking to me like this? '' he questioned me.

"What's wrong jared, can't you see what's wrong here, why am I talking to you like, you cannot see anything darling, how can you be blind, it has been 10 months for our marriage, we didn't go for an honeymoon, nor we spend our first night, because during our first night you got a call from the police, and you had to leave, I was left all alone here in this house, you spend these 10 months in christof's mansion, what did I do wrong jared, that I have to bear all of this, I didn't get my husband these 10 months after being married I have to stay alone here, every newly married couples spend a lot of time together, they don't go to work, they just give time for each other but here it's the opposite jared", I yelled at him.

"Anna how can you question me, you know very well what happened right?, it's actually you who is acting blind not me, I had to be with Christof, because he just lost his wife, he needed me near him, untold you hundreds and ten times that he is my best friend and I cannot leave him alone suffering there", he tried ti calm me down but I was so angry at him, because this was just too much for me, I couldn't take this anymore.

"And what is my fault jared, why are you leaving me all alone here, what did I do wrong, you don't let me stay in the mansion along with you, we could spend time together there if not here, there are ways jared where we can be with each other, but you want to stay with me", I had tears in my eyes while I was replying him.

"Anna things are not going on that good in the mansion, and it's not safe for you to stay there, that is why I am not letting you stay there with me, and how can you say this that I don't want you in my life, my life is useless without you Anna, I won't be able to stay without you I might surely die, because this life is useless without your darling", he tried to make me understand.

"I am just too tired , Jared, I don't want to stay here alone, I want you near me Jared, please I want my husband, I don't wanna be lovely anymore", tears gushing down my cheeks.

"I am so sorry anna, i am going to spend as much time as I can with you, and one weekends I won't go to work i will take an off for you, christof will understand that I need to give time for my family, I am sorry anna I couldn't give you much attention because I am already stressed", he made me sit on the coach, and he knelt on his knees while holding my hands.

"What stress are you taking jared?", I questioned him because I was concerned about him.

"Christof is not listening to him, I don't think he trusts me anymore anna", he stared at my hands while he was holding tightly.

"That's not possible jared, what did you do that he is losing his trust from you, did you betray him?", I asked him.

"No anna I didn't, I will never betray Christof, I just told him to marry again, and to forget about Addison", he looked at me.

"You shouldn't have told Christof to forget about Addison, he loves her very much, she was his life, how can he just move on", I placed my hand on his shoulders.

"Yes you are right anna, I made a mistake now I don't know how to correct my mistake".

"Just talk to him and support him, and help him overcome his grief, and everything will be okay",

"Okay fine anna I will try", he smiled.

"So go take a shower I will serve you dinner then", I smiled back at him.

Jared headed towards the bathroom and he took a shower, I waited for him near the dining table. Jared was wearing a shirt and shorts, his hair was still wet.

"Jared darling, if you don't wipe your hair you will surely catch a cold ", I headed to him near the coach.

I took a dry towel and began to wipe his hair.

His head was placed near my chest while is wiping his Hair, and Jared began to kiss and bite my chest.

"What are you doing jared, let me wipe your hair", I slightly pushed his face behind without hurting him.

"That is tempting me Anna, I can't stop", he started Flirting

"Let's have dinner together, I am really hungry".

I served food for Jared and myself and we both had our dinner together, we watched a movie before sleeping.

Jared then carried me in his arms and he took me in the bedroom, he undressed me and he undressed himself and we made love the whole night.