BELLAMY’S POV
I had only been going through the motions the last few days. It feels like I’m in a complete fog and nothing seems real to me at all. Like everything that has happened over the past couple of months since we met Raven, it was all a dream. Like she was this magical creature that I had made up and that I just couldn’t let go of.
As I sat up in bed I realized that I was still clutching on to the empty scotch bottle and I looked over and the nicely pressed suit hanging on the outside of my wardrobe.
I realized what today was and I wasn’t sure if I could actually do it or not. But there was no way that I couldn’t be there.
So I stumbled out of bed and I went into my bathroom to have a shower and I saw my reflection in the mirror. The facial growth was starting to get a litt
