LISA I watch Xavier leave the house and it is almost as if my heart goes with him. I wanted him to stay but I know that he blames himself somehow. I saw the look in his eyes just before he left the house. He is broken inside. I did not know that things will get out of hand like this. I watch as my mother is talking to me but I just nod my head in all the right places because right now my main concern is Xavier and what he is going to do in the dark of night. I can see that my mother is on my side and she can not believe what a gentleman like Sir Robertson can do. I catch the last part of her sermon when she says. "...you never know who is a wolf in sheep's clothing" I feel her taking me to my bedroom and once I am in my bed, I realized that I am very tired. I guess I have been through

