CLARA I feel my entire being is filled with shock as I am sitting on the floor with Xavier's head on my lap. I have no idea how I got here so fast that I was able to get here to stop his head from hitting the floor. I can feel my hand shaking because I am afraid that there might be something wrong with him. I put my hand on his cheek and I urgently say. "Xavier...can you hear me?!...please say something..." I lightly pat his cheeks in the hope that he would wake up. But his eyes remain closed. I do not know much about CPR but I do know how to feel whether someone has a heartbeat. I quickly put my two fingers against his throat and I feel as carefully as I can if I can feel his heartbeat. I realize that I am holding my breath as I feel for a heartbeat and then I feel it against my finge

