XAVIER
I am standing frozen in the middle of the street. I am staring straight at Clara sitting across from a well dressed man. They are holding hands and my heart just can not seem to take it. I know that I need to move now and I know that Clara can not see me standing here. But nothing in my being is able to move.
My mind is completely blank and my heart feels empty. I am almost in shock about the way I am reacting right now because I must have realized that someday she will find someone. I am after all her brother in her eyes.
Then, out of nowhere a horse almost trample on me as I only now realize I am standing in the middle of the road. I jump to the side and then I just start to walk. I do not exactly know where I am going but I know that I am not going home.
I know that I can not
