Yes, if you must ask, I know that I was being a petty b***h for basically no reason. Nothing that Joel has ever done has ever made me believe that he would try to get with another girl. As far as I was concerned, he was far too invested in me now. Joel wouldn’t have put up with all this Nick s**t if he wasn’t interested anymore.
Even knowing where Joel stood, I couldn’t ignore the way that Blair’s words pierced right through my heart. Those were basically the same things that Nick said to me. Was it just a coincidence that two people were saying the exact same thing about him, or was there more to it than that? I mean, Blair did know Joel from his past. Maybe she did know him better than I did. After all, what did I really know about Joel, to begin with, other than
