Richard invited me up to his suite. Surprisingly it wasn’t the most extensive suite in the whole place, but it sure did surpass my expectations. Part of me was a little wary about coming back to his place, but I was just still too upset with Joel to care about the consequences. Maybe that was my problem. I was just a little younger than Joel, not by much, so perhaps we weren’t getting along as well as I thought because of age.
I could be immature at times, mainly because I just didn’t care about it. I was an open book who spoke her mind and couldn’t care less how it came across to others. For some reason, I didn’t feel the same about Joel. I wanted to try and impress him but spending my entire life without worrying about my mouth wasn’t such an easy fix.
