Her Redemption

Chapter 4 – Her determination

When her mother woke up, Nia has gotten her head straight already. She didn’t act suspicious and she talked to her mother as normally as she could.

She told her that she got a job and she works on some days. It’s a parttime job but the pay is good. Something like an assistant. Dress shopping or something along those lines. She sounded convincing that her mother believed it.

As she walked towards the hotel again, she realized she’s much calmer. She smiled. It’s probably because she’d already experienced seven years of it. The first time it happened, she was so nervous. The encounters following that, she hasn’t changed much. She was still afraid and nervous. She battled internally with herself. She couldn’t accept that this was her fate. That this was what she ended up doing. She had so much dreams before and then she felt as if she’d lost her dignity after just one night. She couldn’t bring herself to look at people’s eyes. Even her clients. She knows what people say about women like her. How degrading it was for her. The experiences she had in the first few months, everything was terrible. Looking back, her hesitation was one factor that caused it.

This time, she has determination. She’d long accepted that this is something she should not be ashamed of. It is shameful, but what else can she do? Well, it might be more appropriate to say she’s become used to it. She’d heard it all before. She couldn’t be bothered by what others say about her and what she’d chosen to do.

She does feel bad about how it would make her mother feel, but right now, that’s about it.

She’s not afraid now. Unlike the first time it happened.

She took a deep breath. She still couldn’t believe she has returned to this time. It feels surreal. It’s unbelievable. She won’t believe it if someone told her they’d gone back in time. But she did. It happened to her. Those vivid memories couldn’t be just dreams. There’s the fact that the information she knew about the club was real. Jeremy agreed to help her.

She knocked on the room and waited for only a few seconds. Jeremy beckoned her to come in and she smiled at him. He wasn’t expecting that and he froze. That smile made her look beautiful. Well, she is pretty. He already knew that, but that smile really changed her aura by a lot.

“Thank you for helping me out like this.”

His lip twitched. It doesn’t sound right. In this situation, he’s the one who’s going to take advantage of her.

She set down her purse on the bedside and faced him. “I watched some videos and movies. I also read some articles about it.”

She didn’t think she would blush at saying that aloud. She could feel her face heating up.

He grinned at her. “You did, huh?”

Why is he finding her more adorable by the minute?

“We’ll see about that. Do you plan to show them to me?”

She looked away as she answered “yes.”

She couldn’t understand it as well. Why is she reacting this way? Is it because her body is inexperienced? That doesn’t make much sense. Anyway, seeing his reaction, it seems this is how it should be. As far as he’s concerned, she’s inexperienced and knows little about this type of engagements.

She blinked several times. Right, she should be careful of her reactions. She couldn’t draw attention to herself. She should think of herself as an eighteen-year-old again.

“Have you eaten? Let’s eat something first.”

She noticed now the food on the table. When he started opening the packages, she smelled how delicious they were. She almost moaned. He looked back at her and smiled.

“You could moan like that in bed.”

She froze. She didn’t think he would hear it. Actually, she only ate a sandwich before coming here. Seeing the delicious food in front of her, she only looked at him for another confirmation before eating.

Jeremy planned to show her how to involve food during foreplay but that won’t be for today. If he knew she’d be reacting like this, he would’ve considered doing it tonight. She’s somehow surprising him.

When he saw her grimacing, he raised an eyebrow to ask. She was looking at him.

But then her expression brightened. “The hotel provides toothbrush, right? I didn’t bring any.”

She was concerned about such a thing in this situation. He found it funny and openly laughed at her.

After eating, they remained sitting across each other. Jeremy glanced at his wrist watch.

“Should we start in half an hour?” He asked and she nodded.

She started fidgeting on her seat. After a while, she stood up and told him she’s gonna wash up. She found a robe in the bathroom so she changed into it. She also brushed her teeth.

“I’m ready.” She told him when she came out.

Jeremy cleaned up as well, but he didn’t change out of his clothes. Nia frowned at him.

He sat on the foot of the bed and beckoned.

“Undress me. While you’re doing that, make sure you seduce me as well. Make me hard.”

Nia gulped. Her eyes darted around. Ah, yes. She’d done it before. She approached him and reached for his tie.

She hesitated. “Can I try anything?”

“Yes.”

“Am I… am I allowed to kiss? And touch?”

He chuckled. “You are.”

His answer gave her some courage. At least, she knows he won’t flip.

She surprised him when she directly straddled his lap as she removed his tie. She tried to keep the smile on her face, but her body trembled a little. Her nervousness came from the fact that she must please this man if she is to change her future. She can’t offend him. She can’t perform poorly. She must convince him that she’s able.

He didn’t know why but when she sat on him and shifted a bit, rubbing him in the process, he was already aroused. He’d gotten hard from those simple actions. He’d had women pouncing on him but they didn’t have this effect on him.

She slowly unbuttoned his shirt and touched his skin underneath. Bravely, she pushed him down. He didn’t know how she did it, but her eyes looked dazed. And yet, she’s still managing to take the lead. She moved a little farther down his legs and touched his belt.

He assumed she would be as predictable. But no. She leaned over his body and started pressing kisses on him. She even licked certain parts of his body. Her tongue was soft. He frowned. He didn’t think she would be so…

Well, she did say she watched videos and read some things. Are these things she learned on her own? She’s doing better than he expected.

He complimented her, making her freeze. He chuckled at her reaction and took the lead.

“Take your robe off.” He instructed and she did so while kneeling. Under her, he removed his belt and pushed his pants off. His movements tickled her legs.

He raised an eyebrow, realizing she retained her panties. He cupped her mound, making her gasp. She’s already wet and he could feel her clenching. He smirked. He slipped his fingers inside and rubbed her slit. She whimpered as her hands reached for his shoulders. Her knees weakened and she sat on him as he inserted the fingers inside her. She gasped and moaned against his ear. It sounded pleasing to him. He moved her hips up so he can position himself at her entrance. Slowly, he pulled her down and impaled her with his manhood. He groaned as he did so. She’s still tight and accepted him slowly. It felt good for the both of them.

“Are you enjoying this?” He asked her and she’s afraid to answer. What’s the correct answer?

“You should.” He answered for her.

“I am.” She admitted as she started humping against him.

He forced himself to stop. He’s nearing his release but he’s not wearing a condom yet.

“Stop.”

Nia whimpered at being told to stop. She’s about to come and she’s feeling good with him inside her.

He pulled out and pushed her aside, startling her. He reached for his pants and took out a few packets of condom.

Nia swallowed hard at seeing them. She wanted to berate herself. How could she forget? She’s not on any contraception yet. She’s glad he stopped.

“You should know how to put this on.” He handed one to her as he returned to his position on the bed.

She accepted it and opened it. She took out the rubber and stared at his raging erection. He hasn’t gone soft from the short pause. She bit her lip as she straddled him again. She carefully encased him with the rubber before sheathing him inside her.

She’s good, Jeremy thought as he started pounding into her. She cried out as the wet slapping noise of their bodies filled the room and he filled her, roughly pleasuring her.

This body has betrayed her intention. The stimulation she felt is too much for her.

She remembers, as the months go by and she’d serviced different men, her body is not easily stimulated. Despite what she knows inside her mind, her body is different. It hasn’t experienced what she already did.

Jeremy did many things to her. He taught her different positions. After resting, their second round was against the wall and on top of the cabinet and table. The third one, which happened early in the morning is on the shower. They washed each other’s body.

After the warm shower and the coupling they did there, she inadvertently fell asleep. Jeremy brought her to the bed and dried her off.

In the morning, Nia was woken up by the delicious smell of food. When she opened her eyes, Jeremy was sipping coffee and already working on his laptop.

“Morning.” She greeted him as she slowly sat up. She hesitated for a minute before getting up and walking to the bathroom naked. Jeremy watched her and his lips curved upwards. She’s starting to feel comfortable with it. She wasn’t lying when she said she could learn fast.

When she got out, he called her and told her to have breakfast.

As soon as she started eating, Jeremy gave her his assessment.

“Your stamina’s too weak. Get yourself a gym membership and a trainer.”

Nia hesitated. Could she set aside a budget for that? Maybe she’ll do some exercises on her own. Reluctantly, she nodded.

“I understand.”

“Do you? You don’t look determined. I’d rather not teach you if you aren’t going to listen.”

“No. Of course, I’m listening. I’ll do as you say.” She immediately pacified him.

He grunted. He wouldn’t have known that her reluctance is more about money instead of her will.

“Also, it would be more convenient to get yourself fitted with a contraceptive. Some men don’t like wearing condoms. You don’t want to risk pregnancy, do you?”

“Yes. I’m already looking into it. I might do it this week.” That one, they both understood this point.

“You can stay here until noon. Here.”

Nia looked up and saw him handing an envelope over.

“This…? What’s it for?”

“Your payment. Take it.”

Nia obeyed as his expression doesn’t look good. She realized his temper is a bit short and he doesn’t like being questioned.

“Payment for…?” She still couldn’t stop herself from asking. She frowned. Didn’t they agree that he didn’t need to compensate her? He’s already helping her.

“Last night. You still did your job, no?”

“But…”

“No buts. Eat.” He ignored her and continued working on his laptop. 

She set aside the envelope and picked up her utensils again. She ate very slowly, not wanting to make any noise that would bother him.

She wasn’t done yet when he stood up.

“I’ll go first. I’ll see you next week.”

She nodded. “Thank you.”

His lip twitched. When would she lose that innocence of hers? She’s still polite.