To say it is been pure hell will be an understatement. My weeks following leaving the room I shared with Jonathan and the abrupt dissolution of our relationship has been a torture that I have never faced in my live. I was being tortured physically and mentally. I have never felt more alone and longing for my family than I have felt this past few weeks. As for my friends it is as if I have ceased to exist in their sight and I will never blame them. They see me on the walk way and all I get is glares especially from Paul and Blake. If murder was permissible in the country I think my life would have been forfeited a long time ago because of the murderous look I have been getting from Blake. Why we haven't had any confrontation beats me but something tells me that Jonathan might been resp