My blurted out words made the tension between worse, I felt that if I reached out my hands between us I could touch the tense atmosphere swirling around us. The hunger that I glimpsed few seconds ago in Jonathan's eyes cleared up so quickly like a fog to be replaced by shock as we held each other's gaze. I watched with my breath hanging in my throat as plenty of emotions fleeted through his eyes. Shock uncertainty excitement hesitation all of those I read in his eyes. I began to panic when the silence lingered. Was I too fast in making my offer. Obviously. We haven't seen each other the past ten years, I mean I assumed him dead and here I am offering him to sleep with me like it was a day that passed and not ten years. A lot could have changed since then. His feelings for me could have c