ALICE
Were all these moments that we shared only in my imagination? The kiss we shared was it born out of the heat of the moment? The kiss felt so real…that night when we walked back to our beds and we maybe would have….was that all only something that I wanted? It felt so real…but then again, he is with Helena and everyone knows that, so he should protect her. I am frozen to the ground and I can not make a move.
Maybe Liam could not tell the Admiral to look after me because everyone would then wonder why he did not choose Helena but then, why did he say anything at all? He must then care deeply for her to ask the Admiral especially? He must then be still in love with her?
I sigh and close my eyes. I try and have a pep talk with myself as I know that now is not time to be froz
