ALICE
I open the curtain and see Helena laying on the table. I walk next to her bed and then just stare at her. I realize that I could be the cause that she might not have a baby anymore and that I am sure that Liam will not be able to forgive me if I lost his baby but most of all, Helena will not forgive me either.
Why does everyone have so much faith in me but me? All I can say is, please God, help me to save this fetus today.
I take a deep breath and start with doing a sonar to see where the fetus is. I wipe the gel off and then mark where I should cut. I then proceed with a small incision on the mark that I made. The cut isn’t too big and I move quickly. I see the fetus and then gently feel where the umbilical cord is. I know that if I squeeze too hard I can easily break th
