*Ella POV*
I can still feel Theo beside me but as we speed up I feel him slightly give me a bit more room. I know it is necessary as we can’t really just stay plastered together as we are here to fight, not be lovey dovey but I feel exceptionally needy at the moment, my strength and will seems to be completely borrowed from him, without his physical support I am not sure whether my legs will collapse, maybe I will just sink into the soil and disappear forever, he is my saving grace.
I shake my head trying hard to dispel all the negative thoughts.
No Ella you are a strong woman, you don’t need to be hanging off your mate like some anchor, dragging on the ground, getting hurt and slowing him down in the process, I have to trust myself and I have to trust Theo to be the back up I need. In
