LISA
As I watch the ship becoming a speckle in the water, I feel how despair makes its place in my heart. I have helped a few people with depression and despair. I know exactly what steps I should take to feel better but for some reason, I feel like I do not deserve it. I want to be the one that suffers because I know that I left Brian feeling high and dry. I did not even say goodbye. I did not even explain.
This just makes me cry even more. I turn to look in front of me and I start to hate my dad for putting me in a situation like this. I would have never done it if the man that I am supposed to declare mentally unstable is also the man that I would fall head over heels for. I know that I would not be smiling anytime soon. I do not have any emotions left anymore. All I have is crying an
