LISA I must have fallen asleep without realizing it as I only wake up in the morning again. I feel so much better but my stomach is burning because I have not eaten ever since I got home. I get up and take a shower. I need to get back to my life. I can not go on the way that I have been. Then I remember how I told my secretary that I will be back at work today. I quickly get out of the shower and get dressed. I start to make my way to my office and grab something to eat and a coffee on my way to work. I get into the elevator and then the doors open to my office. It feels good to be back and to have some kind of normality in my life. I do not have to worry about anyone dying. I am greeted by a very happy secretary and she gives me a hug. “Welcome back, Dr. Miller. I really missed you” I