LISA I start to run the moment that I close the hospital door behind me. I know that I am leaving Brian and I know that he will probably wake up anytime now. All I wanted was for him to wake up and that we can finally be together but it is clear that I forgot what I did to him. How could I have been so selfish? How could I have done this to him? I see the nurses looking at me but I choose to ignore them because the tears falling down my cheeks are just too unbearable to share this with anyone. I need to get fresh air and get away from this pull that I have towards Brian. I finally get to the outside of the hospital and it feels like I have been running forever. I fall to my knees on the soft piece of grass that is surrounded by walls. I am happy to be the only one here. It must be