It was too much for me to handle. Seraphim couldn’t even make me feel better. I was crying all the way home—devastated and lonely at the same time.
He lied to me. Now it is finally sinking in. He told me that he was in the hospital but he’s not. Since when has he been lying to me? Thinking about the possibility that it has been for long makes me sick to the stomach.
This is not the man that I loved. This is not the man that I have been living with for the past three years. No. He can’t be the same Isaiah that I married. He’s got to be a different man. The Isaiah I love would never have the guts to lie to me. He would never hurt me. He was nothing but good to me. He was understanding.
Or was all that just a front to the person that he really is?
Seraphim sighed hard when she was bei
