Jaxon's POV
"Calm down Jaxon" Tyler hugged me from behind.
I was really an asshole. I deserved this. But Mia doesn't deserve this. Not at all.
And now for the rest of my life the guilt will just eat me alive. I was a shitty mate to her when all she ever did was love me more than anyone on this planet. I was rude to her. I punished her. I even kissed another wolf right in front of her.
What kind of mate was I?
What kind of a wolf was I?
What kind of an Alpha was I?
I deserve to die! It has to be me who is at fault. Because of me the war broke out and because of me Mia has to fight breaking the promise she made with me.
I am the reason for every damn thing that happened! I will spend the rest of my life apologizing to her but that wouldn't be enough.
Another heart clenching
