LUCIA When I open my eyes I feel that everything is spinning around me , and I close them again to see if this horrible feeling of being on a wheel stops , my head hurts so much that it seems that it will split in two at any moment , I am sweating , everything feels so hot , and I feel something trapping my chest , when I look down I see a muscular and tattooed arm , I panic for about two seconds at the thought that I slept with a stranger , but then I recognize the tattoos , and I sigh relieved to see that it is Joshua. Everything that happened last night is slowly beginning to come back to me , and I am mortified by the things I said to Joshua , oh my god , he will think I am a cutesy , clingy freak. I get up gently so as not to wake him up , noticing that I am half - nake