JOSHUA
The last few weeks have been pretty good , we have been spending a lot of time with Lucy , doing all kinds of things in and out of the bedroom , going out on dates , taking walks with Ben , playing in the pool , which is what the little one likes the most to do.
But despite all that , Lucy still seems a little wary of me , it is evident that the gigantic walls that she raised after all the trouble with the book happened , have not completely collapsed , she still has moments when it seems that her mind is absent , and her mood changes completely , sometimes even to the point that after a few awkward words , she goes home.
And what I have been able to notice the most in all these weeks is that she has not told me I love you even once , despite the fact that I tell her
