JOSHUA I feel like my fingers are going to break at any moment , it is impressive how much strength someone as small as Lucy can have , she is shaking like a leaf and looks at me terrified with her eyes about to pop out of their sockets , I don’t know how to explain to her that sometimes you can experience a bit of movement , especially at this time of year. I was so distracted by the fact that today is the first day that we are going to start this absurd farce , that I completely forgot Lucy's fear of heights , even worse , I forgot to mention to her that we were going to travel by helicopter and that there might be some movement ; however , this type of movement is not normal. My father talks to the pilot through his headphones and asks him if everything is in order , to which he repl