LUCIA Joshua is looking at me with an expression that is hard to decipher , there are so many emotions crossing his eyes right now that it is almost impossible for me to pinpoint just one. His gaze focuses on my neck and that's when I understand that he is looking at the necklace he gave me , so instinctively I bring my hand to my neck and he mutters: " You are wearing it again " in a shocked voice. " Yes , I thought it would be a good idea , it gives us more credibility , and the press will surely like that " I explain and he looks at me with a frown and a truly pained expression. " You really hate me , don't you? " he asks me. " I have never said that " I reply but he shakes his head. " You don’t have to … And I thought you were never going to get carried away