Chapter 45
Logan
I wonder if this is what drug addicts and alcoholics feel like? You know it's wrong the whole f*****g time you're doing it. You know it'll hurt you, possibly even kill you, but that rush makes everything seem worth it.
Being with Katie these past two weeks has felt that way. We haven't talked about what this means or if it even means anything, which makes me believe it doesn't. I don't know what her motives are, but mine are simple. She's leaving tomorrow and I spent the last thirteen days getting as much of her as possible. I'm not reading into this. I'm not letting myself believe she's changed her mind. I'm not setting myself up for heartbreak.
Wait, scratch that last part. I'm doing that one. I know it still would've hurt if we'd spent these past two weeks igno
