-Crimson P.O.V.-
“Mmm..” I moan out as the smell of the bacon and something else fill my nose. I slowly stretched my arms out which ended up in me softly moaning from the feeling of my sore muscles. I peel my eyes open to see that Ambrose is not in bed with me so I climb out before walking over to the bathroom. I pee really quick as I wash my hands and splash some water on my face before heading out. I decided to just throw on one of my mates t-shirts with nothing underneath as I tried to slip on a pair of his boxers but they were too big. I walk out of the bedroom with a smile on my face which only gets bigger as I catch sight of my mate.
Ambrose is in the kitchen cooking so I walk over to where he is and wrap my arms around his waist. Now my fingers couldn’t touch but I tried. He chuckles as he unwraps my arms and turns around to face me. “Hello, love.” He says softly as he grazes the back of his knuckles across my cheek. “Seeing you in my shirt is something that I want to see every single morning. You look so sexy.”
“Mmm, I was hoping for that But, Hello.” I reply with a smile as I stand up on my tiptoes for a kiss.
He chuckles as he bends down to softly place a kiss on my lips. I smile into the kiss just as he pulls away. I lay my head on his chest as I wrap my arms back around him, but this time I bend my elbows so my hands are laying flat on his upper-back. He just wraps his arms around me as I take comfort in him. I hold him in for a little bit before I pull away to peek around him.
“What are you cooking?” I ask him as I walk around to sit down at the little bar.
He turns back to the stove. “I am cooking some bacon, pancakes, eggs, and some sausage.”
“Mhm, it sounds delicious.” I say just as my stomach rumbles.
“Haha, sounds like it.” He says with a laugh before looking over his shoulder. “What would you like to drink?”
“Hmm, I think I would like some coffee.” I tell him just as he takes a pan off of the stove. A smile makes its way to my face as I take him in. I just watch him as he moves around the kitchen with such ease. He gets my coffee ready before grabbing some plates. Just watching him has my mind running a mile a minute. It just makes me happy to think that this is going to be my life. I finally have someone to hold me up and to make sure that I am taken care of...I just haven’t had something like this in a long time..or ever…
“Love, why are you crying?” Ambrose’s worried voice causes me to realize that I am now crying.
I don’t even have time to say anything as my mate knows what I need. He stops what he is doing right away, walks over to me, and smashes me into a hug. I sob into his chest as he cradles me in his arms. I cling to him as he just holds me up. The feeling of him holding me up just causes more and more tears to escape my eyes.
After a few minutes, I finally dry it up as I pull back just a bit to wipe off my face. Ambrose doesn’t let me pull back too far as he keeps his arms around me. I have enough room where I can look up at him only to see him staring down at me with a worried gaze. “I am sorry.” I quickly say as I feel a little stupid for just crying like this.
“Do not apologize. What is going on in that pretty head of yours?” He asks me in a gentle tone while placing a soft kiss on my forehead.
“Get the food first and I will tell you while we eat.” I tell him with a smile.
I can see that he doesn’t want to let me go just yet so he keeps his gaze on me for a little bit before nodding. He walks back over to get our plates and he places them in front of me while he places the other one beside me. He quickly gets two cups of coffee together and makes mine how I like it, after he asks me. Once those are in front of our plates, he walks around to sit beside me with a look that says “talk”.
I sigh. “I just got this overwhelming feeling just a few minutes ago when I saw you cooking and getting breakfast together. You need to understand that I have never had someone do anything like this for me or shown me this type of care in my whole life. My parents just made me train all the time and when I wasn’t training, I was taking care of my brothers. My life has been filled with caring for other people besides myself which is why I never cared if I got hurt or not.” I told him as I sipped my coffee and ate some of my food.
“You mean no one has ever taken care of you? Even when you were hurt?” I could hear the bite in his tone.
“Tom does. Tom is the one to stitch me back up while I leave Mack and Jake out of it. But Tom only cares for me when I am hurt. Other than that, I don’t let them see any type of weakness. I am the one who holds our family together, I am the one who found a way to heal ourselves when we get hurt, I am the one who protects us, I am the one who is there when they need me, I am the one who keeps a roof over our heads, I am the one who has trained until I was black and blue to make sure that I could fight anything that could attack us….I have a done a lot in my lifetime for my family.”
“But you also take on the responsibility of other packs, as well.” My mate points out.
“I know. I kept my family business alive because it was a way to make money for my siblings and I. Plus I am good at what I do.” I say with the shrug of my shoulders.
“I do not believe that you do what you do just because you want to make money or because you are good at what you do. I believe you do what you do because you know what it is like to lose important people in your life and you want kids to be kids as they grow up so they do not have to do what you have done.” Ambrose tells me softly.
“Maybe..” I tell him as I get off the bar stool to put my plate and coffee cup in the sink. I was done with my breakfast. I was done with this conversation. I didn’t want my mind to drift off to that space this morning. I walked back over to my mate as I placed a kiss on his cheek while thanking him for breakfast before I headed back to the bedroom. I walk right into the bathroom as I turn on the shower.
I make sure it is nice and warm before I strip out of my clothes and step in. I stand facing the water as I hold out my hands to let the water just wash over me. Some of the tension was slowly leaving me. But then I felt hands wrap around me which caused me to let out a sigh as comfort and peace filled my body, making all of the tension leave me. I lean back into Ambrose as one of his hands go to my cl*t. He starts to rub it as he bends down till he is right by my ear.
“Now that you have me, you will never have to battle your inner-demons by yourself. Do you understand me? I am your mate, your better half, and your other-half. Let me in. Let me wash away all of those feelings as you will never have to feel them again.” He whispers.
“Ambrose…” I moan out as I lean more into him.
“That’s right, moan for me. Your Alpha.”
F**k. I lose control as I quickly turn around and push my mate against the shower wall. I drop to my knees as I grip onto my mates thick c**k and I shove him to the back of my throat. He moans out as his hands go to fist my hair. I bring my other hand up to cup his balls as I start to move up and down making sure to swirl my tongue around. I go up and down a few times before he has had enough. He pulls me off his c**k and forces me to my feet. He bends down to wrap his arm around my waist pulling me up. I wrap my legs around his waist as he turns us. My back is slammed against the shower wall just as he slams into my dripping pu**y.
“ALPHA!” I scream out in a moan.
“F**k, scream for me. Be a good girl and scream for your Alpha.” Ambrose husks out just as he pulls back and slams back into me.
My eyes roll to the back of my head as the feeling of his c**k fills me up. His curved d**k hits my g-spot dead on every time he slams into me causing my body to shake from the pressure build up. It doesn't take me long before I am screaming out just as I squirt all over him.
“Another.” He growls out as he uses his grip on my body to slam me up and down on his c**k. “Be a good f**king girl and c*m on this c**k again. I know you can. Come on, obey your Alpha.”
I whine as I slam my lips against his, causing him to growl deep. We both shove our tongues together as he keeps slamming into me. My screams echo off of the walls as another org**m rips through me. My eyes roll to the back of my head as I feel an out of body experience before coming back down. Soon his movements get sloppy, letting me know that he is about to c*m. I tilt my head to the side.
“Claim me again, Alpha.” I moan out just as Ambrose shoves his fangs into my mark again. Sparks shoot all over my body as him marking me again causes me to c*m again. Just when I c*m, I feel his warm c*m coat my walls causing me to shiver.
Ambrose removes his fangs from my mate mark and licks it to seal it before resting his forehead against mine. “F**k, baby girl.”
“You just did, Alpha.” I say with a chuckle.
Ambrose chuckles before kissing my lips. “Come on, baby girl. I want to spend the rest of the day with you in my arms and on my bed.”
“Consider it done.” I say with a smile.