I don’t know how long I managed to sleep, but it felt like it was way too long. I wasn’t refreshed when I woke up, I just felt guilty for the fact I hadn’t spent all night on an endless vigil beside my phone.
Blake hadn’t woken me up, and I felt a massive sense of relief when I realized that meant the hospital hadn’t phoned us after I fell asleep.
I put my lenses in and changed out of the pink girlish pajamas into a plain white T-shirt and jeans. I definitely needed a shower, but I really didn’t want Blake to see me in those stupid pajamas.
I wasn’t usually vain like that, but it made my heart race every time I thought about the fact he found me attractive and I didn’t want to risk him suddenly realizing I wasn’t exactly hot.
I couldn’t see him in the lounge when I opened my door, and
