From this point forward, Austin and I become much more intimate. We hug, cuddle, kiss and hold hands on a regular basis. We are slowly beginning to behave like any normal couple. This makes me excited, happy and nervous all at the same time. I enjoy spending most of my time in his presence, but I still have that fear of commitment. I think Austin realises this, because each time he mentions a relationship or out future together I tend to freeze up and change the conversation. It has been almost five months since he arrested me for spray painting the wall in a shopping mall. Those were the good days. Back when my biggest concerns were what take away I would eat or what stunt I would pull next, not whether I was making the right decision about my potential future.
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